It’ all over..& thx, guys

I would like to thx everyone who  cheer me up during my screw-up exams periods………
for those who still suffering from the exams and final projects…….."cheer up!" 
 
 When those exams and projects r over………
           We can do whatevre we want………wild and crazy…………..I’ll wait for u guys.
 
This is the first time ppl actually leave me a message to care about me..I’m really touched.
 
I heard dun what me to write my blog in English, is it ture? you can want me to write in cantonese? right? but I dunno how to type, but I’m working on it, I will learn during thid holiday, ok…won’t let u guys down…..
 
 
Be the way (bty), I recently found a song, which I overheard on the radio when I was a kid,
and the melody and lyrics still keep in my mind………..
 
It’s a sorrow and haggard piece, by 許美靜 , the lyrics set as follows:
 
   我的心早已經一片黑暗
     再沒有甚麼是可以點然
     我只剩眼角的一滴淚光
     怎能把這世界照亮
 
   #對你的恨已經慢慢變少
     對你的愛依舊無法衡量
     在原諒與絕望之間游蕩
     唯一的感覺是傷 傷 傷…………….
 
   +我以為你給了我一線希望
     我伸出手卻只是冰冷鐵窗
     若現實它總教人更加悲傷
     就讓我在回憶裡繼續夢幻
 
   %我以為我從此能快樂飛翔
     在夢醒後卻只是冰冷鐵窗
     若現實它能教人更加勇敢
     就讓我在地獄裡等待天堂………
                      -<鐵窗>  by  許美靜
 
I used to be really sorrow about my own life, cause It seems like no one even care about me, and noone understand me.
 
That’ something i can explain, i feel like my mind is differ from the rest of the people who lving in this earth, my faith, my morality, my thiking logic…my interest, my hobby……..may be I’m a weirdo and freak to everyone else.
 
I’m always isolated….I can mix up well with people in a group.
 
BUt now, things changed. Instead of sorrow, i replaced with fury and anger….
I won’t sit there and do nothing anymore…….now..there’ only one thing come up in my mind, ————search and destory……..
 
Everthing, AS USUAL………. 
 
I naviely think that I wil have friends who share my interst, and talk to me, care about me,
            think that after exams I could have some funs,
            think that finally that is someone who will understand me,
            think that my isolated, dismal and desoalted life will be over soon,
 
look at me, as haggard as usual,
                 as lonely as usual………….
                 walking down on the streets as usual,
                 phone never ring, as usual,  
 
but , look at it now…what am I look like, a zombie……….wondering in this twisted, freaky reality…..
 
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